You're All I Ever Need

Suvanjay

If there exists an enchiridion,

For all the ways a person could mess up

His love life and happiness

It'd have my name written on it in Golden Letters!!

My life deserved a vade mecum of its own.

Our eyes connected for a brief moment- hers angelic and mine devilish. The moment oozed a mix of innocence and ecstasy- Hers innocent smile... mine ecstatic. It was a moment of pure sin- She was pure, and I was sinful but that's how our first collision was!!

The word "enough" does not exist for Water, Fire and My She-devil. A Honey-Pepper Horilka!!

I couldn't decipher why my first response to her was of touch rather than words... was it because I wanted to control her sassy mouth or was it something else? Her beauty and charm had a magnetic effect on me, pulling me out of the darkness that had consumed me for so long and I couldn't help but be drawn to her radiant energy. I wanted to embark on a quest to unravel the mysteries of her heart, to comprehend the depths of her feelings. I longed for a glimpse into her thoughts, hoping to find answers to my burning questions but I just got her rejection and humiliation in response. Like everyone else she also didn't want me in the end. No one does... I am nobody's brother...nobody's son... nobody's lover... I belong to no one."

Deep in the recess of our minds lays a time we often forget... We file it away... A memory never to be looked again!!

AnahitaAs the music faded away and the last line of the song echoed in the room, "Cause we were both young when I first saw you" a violent sob escaped my lips, making me bury my face in the fluffy pillow on my bed. I felt trapped in a cycle of reliving memories and experiencing ongoing emotional pain. The lyrics of the song mirrored the feelings I was experiencing, reminding me of that one beautiful summer vacation... those few beautiful days and moments I shared with Suvanjay, as well as the pain of his sudden departure which created a permanent void in my heart.

The unanswered questions echoed in my mind, leaving me with a sense of bewilderment and an unspoken yearning for connection. The disappointment of his unexpected departure weighed upon me, overshadowing the initial glimmer of hope that had briefly ignited. As I watched him walk away, my emotions shifted from anticipation to acceptance. With a bittersweet mix of resignation and curiosity, I let go of the fleeting moment of attraction.

It is rightly said, "Life's tapestry is woven with countless encounters, some fleeting and some profound."

Note: This is a full-length 110k-words emotional, angsty, second-chance romance novel. It cannot be read as a stand-alone, and it ends on a cliff-hanger.

You're All I Ever Need- Duet-1

You're Still The One I want For Life is Duet-2.