Was that you, God?

There comes a time when everyone questions GodaEUR(tm)s existence. For the author, her time came with the passing of her husband. In two weeksaEUR(tm) time she had lost her husband and rental property, and had endured another major flood. She would pray and search for GodaEUR(tm)s answer to her prayers through the grieving process and the emotional and financial hardships. She searched each day, week, and year just waiting for God to make things better, yet everything seemed worse. She felt abandoned by God and started thinking maybe God is nothing more than a myth, or worse yet, maybe she wasnaEUR(tm)t worthy of his time, mercy, or blessings. She always believed there was a God, and did not believe God to be mean, cruel, or a sadist who just wanted people to suffer, but she wasnaEUR(tm)t really sure just who he was. So she started searching for an understanding of who God was and why he wasnaEUR(tm)t answering her prayers. Her journey took her to the last place she ever considered looking for God. And there she found him!