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Staring in to my eyes,he repeatedly kissed on my lips while caressing and cuddling up next to him.Then he said to me in his reassuring and husky sexy voice. "I will seal this one last deal,diversify my portfolio and secure our financial future.We will travel half-way round the world to our dream destinations-Paris,Venice,Vienna,Budapest,Tokyo,Rome,Manila.Rio, Melbourne and all the beautiful islands and beaches the world has to offer.Then we will move to a downtown Hawaii home to start a family." I couldn't help but to cling on tighter like a magnet and gave him a passionate long kiss followed by the words.
"I love you too much Josh,No one will ever take your place." Little did I know that he was breathing his last words.I never knew that was the last time I was ever going to see his handsome face and irresistibly charming and sculpted body physique and his deep husky voice that turns me on anytime. I could have given an arm to see him live a couple more days.
I would have jumped in front of the bullet to save his life if I had the chance.I wish I could turn back the hand of time and move a few hours back to 5 hours ago when I left the house to save him. Some how I still feel guilty and feel like I participated in His untimely demise.
"Oh! How could I ?How could I? How could I ?... How could I not have told the man I loved about the true nature of my work? How could I not have told him about the horrors that lurk in dark,the danger that lies in wait for him?Oh I feel so terrible and horrible." "I am such a coward and a selfish a selfish one at that"(sobbing and soliloquizing) If I had told him that I worked for the Government covertly, would he have trusted me and how could I have told him that staying detached and not falling in love was the prerequisite of the job and a death sentence for him?Could his death have been averted?
At least,he could have prepared himself,anticipate or at the very least armed himself.These were thoughts of regrets running through my mind. "Oh poor Josh! The key to the joy of my life,my existence,the sole center of my world.Even though I could take down a man twice my size,I lack the strength to carry on."
"I will honor you memory,by taking down this criminal and corrupt organization piece by piece,until there is nothing left to call Ops,so they won't have to do do this to anyone ever again.
I will take them down or die trying."