nothing to feel, nothing to heal: The Revenge Chapter

IntroA long time ago, one night, after a major downfall in our relationship, you sent me a message through the phone with the following sentence, "Miss you". Before I replied, I started to cry so much because I couldn't just believe it. I thought that we were over for good, even though my intuition was telling me otherwise.

I replied "Me too", and then you quickly stated, "maybe, I shouldn't have said anything". At the time, I was flattered and happy, so I just went, carefully, with the flow of things.

I decided to give you a second chance through love and compassion; to give us one more try. And it worked for a few months. I travelled to the Netherlands to be with you; saved you in your desperate times; I helped you with my blood, sweat, soul, heart, body - everything I had left. I have never failed my promises ever since. But you did, you tore me apart.

Yes, we had beautiful times together but scars are scars and scars in the heart rarely disappear as easily as we wish they did but truly, it never goes away, not fully.

The love I gave you is yours to keep. But that was just the beginning of my spiritual/travel journey. So, thank you for everything!

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It has been some time since it all happened. But, I remember it so well as if it had just happened yesterday.

On our last day at our place in Haarlem, you asked me, heads down, "What should we do with our relationship?", and I replied, 'I don't know, I don't know, I have no idea'. And, it's because I didn't. But there were so many things I would like to have said to you, so I'm going to say it now.

Not even two weeks and you took my heart to someone else's bed. But don't you worry; I had my fair share. You didn't cheat on me, perhaps, but you betrayed my trust, you betrayed my feelings and you broke my heart in ways no one has ever done so, before.

Nonetheless, I hope that you still remember me as well as I do and I truly hope that you are happier and healthier now and that you never do to anybody whatever you've done to me.

Cheers!

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