Never Look Back

To the man I will always love, I miss you so much. It's been five years since I've seen your face, since I've kissed you, since I've heard that awful nickname. I miss everything about you. I miss you so god damn much. I'm starting to realize that I know you'd want me to be happy and I think I've found someone to make me happy. I've tried so hard not to fall for him, but it's becoming hard not to. I love you and I will always love you, Christian Riley. But I think it's time I let you go. I think it's time I allow myself to be happy once again. I love you. Alaina.