i hate that i love u.

"It's painful, loving someone from afar. Watching them - from the outside. The once familiar elements of their life reduced to nothing more than occasional mentions in conversations and faces changing in photographs.....They exist to you now as nothing more than living proof that something can still hurt you...with no contact at all." - Ranata Suzuki



Have you ever trusted somebody that you shouldn't have? Have you ever been hurt by the one person you thought would never do such a thing? Venture into the mind of a teenage girl who is simply speaking the truth about one of the most difficult kinds of heartbreak anyone can go through. You'll learn my raw emotions and thoughts about the people involved and everything that happened, and you'll feel my aching heart simply through the words stamped on the pages. If it's too much to handle, sorry. That's life. Emotions are tough. But I got through it. You can, too. I just hope you didn't have to go through this like I did.