I Do (Not)

Can you make head or tails of my unexpected, untaught, un-everything about Daniel, because I can't?But, I don't want to dwell on him too much, just yet. I am still test-driving my new life and trying to establish my place in this whole new world that Daniel has opened up for me.I am learning as I go and half the time, I don't think I get it. I don't understand much of any of this, but I am feeling my way through and I am learning more and more about everything, every single day.My instincts are stronger, my longing for my next rush is just the next encounter away. I am still learning so much about my body, and I am trying figure myself out in the process.Where all this with Daniel will go, I have no idea? What I do know is that I am not ready to limit myself to just one man. I like my freedom. I like the anticipation of meeting someone new. I like discovering new things about myself with each new man. But, I don't want to let Daniel go either. I want his fix. I need his high. I need to be me, and Daniel lets me.I don't know how Michael and I will move forward after this. I admit, I did go a little too far when I called Lily, but at the same time, so did he when he accused me of drugging him and calling my parents merely to punish me. But, that's for the next episode. This one is about Doctor William Walker And Daniel. And Michael. And all the drama that goes with it