How can Jesus love me?: Book One/Series

At 20 years of age, after another failed suicide attempt, I laid on my bed and cried out, "If there is a 'god' out there and you love me you better show me now because I want to die!"In this first book, (Of a 4 book series), I reveal raw experiences of abuse and neglect, ( from 2 to 20 years of age), that lead me to that place. And because I never trusted humans, that I hoped a 'god' would prove himself to me, and how He did!