Essence of me. I am not a sissy!

'I hate you! I hate you!', she sobbed as the blows continued to rain down on her body. And as a renewed onslaught of the belt started, through clenched teeth she screamed:' I still fucking hate you!!!' Her body stinging and burning all over from the blast of the thrashings, she curled into a ball on her bed, silently sobbing into her pillow. She was meat age sixteen, but, of course my journey started way before then, so let's travel right back to the very beginning of me