Dark Desires

I have found ways to subdue my feelings inside me enough to be able to take the edge of my anger. I do not have to hurt others or hold my pain inside. I can be in control of my feelings and take the edge off, not by using drugs or alcohol, but by role play and consensual sex with others as a release. I must have given him a look of disapproval as he quickly said, You havent tried it, Cassie, and there is nothing illegal about consenting adults getting together as a partnership, or group, to offer one another acceptance, pleasure, release, and comfort.' 'No,' I said, 'there is not!' He smiled at me and touched my face delicately. 'I know what you have been through. I won't let anyone ever hurt you again. I want you in my world, Cassie.