but God; My Untold Truth

I endeavored to pull myself up from where I had been. Once I pulled back to get in tune with myself; my relationship with God grew stronger(then it ever did before). I became resilient to recognizing the thoughts of my past fears, doubts, the discouragements, anxiety, and the temptation I faced. I choose to guard my mind against the deception of my own enemy and others and choose God. I am a Woman of POWER!'I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Ashley!' My sister cried out. No! Chas, No!''No!' My mama yelled out as I was uncovering what I had been hiding for 7 months.'I stood on that stage ready to relieve the reality of my life, only to find myself standing there with the mic in my hand. I started to sweat, gasping the micron motion; twirling it, implying I was nervous and didn't know how to begin.''At some point in your life, you have to tell yourself to 'Shut Up!' Unlearn old habits, thoughts and sensibility or you will find yourself stuck, stagnated in the beliefs of others and will sabotage yourself.''It was then, I knew I had to shift.'