Beloved From the Start

Hidden buried within her heart, repressed for 30 years, lies the secret "It." The veneer of the perfect suburban wife and mother is shattered when Chris prays a dangerous prayer, "God, if I have been sexually abused will you show me?" Is repression real? Could a successful teacher, wife, and mother be the survivor of childhood sexual abuse, and not even be aware of it? With an honest truth and transparency, Chris shares the shattering, and then the supernatural healing of her heart.Veiled beneath the grappling for control and the drive for perfection, is the truth. "No one is trustworthy, not even God." Behind this lack of trust is Chris's real struggle...only perfection can erase the shame and worthlessness. This book is both her story and the universal story of those who have been molested. How can we ever feel worthy, clean, and whole again? Is freedom to find one's true identity and even freedom in the marriage bed still possible? Has the soul been shattered as a child, damaging one even into adulthood, or, possibly forever?The dramatic revelations experienced as Chris processes her healing leave us wondering if this Supernatural God is for real. Could this Supernatural God come through for us the way he did for her?Chris takes us on the journey from victim to survivor, and ultimately, thriver. Offering practical steps for healing and support for those who have been abused, this is a must read for any victim of abuse as well as for those who know, love, and support them.We owe it to men, women, and children whose innocence has been stolen to become aware and willing to support them with love and compassion. Christine Turner is a former teacher teaching all grades 1-9 during her career. She loves teaching Math, English, and especially Writing and holds a Masters Degree in Curriculum and Instruction. Beloved from the Start is her first book. She calls it "Our Story" the story she and her Savior walked together. Chris resides with the love of her life, Jeff Turner in Peachtree City, Georgia. She has two grown children as well as two grand-dogs. Dancing, cooking, reading, and just hanging out with family and friends are her favorite pastimes.Her passion and prayer are for her sisters and brothers who have endured the same past; that they might trust again and receive all that God has for them. She is currently working on a curriculum/book study called Art from the Heart as well as a children's book entitled The Runaway Princess.